When you have no idea where you are…

Grief is such a strange beast. Regardless of how I seem to be doing, it lingers. Things which are usually enjoyable, seem like an uphill struggle, and disproportionately drain me. Getting out of the house for a walk on my own, feels impossible and I find myself afraid I’ll miss my family too much, to…

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Expectations 

This Christmas, I gave myself permission to let some of my usual traditions go. For the past 6 years, I have baked mince pies, chocolate gingerbread, shortbread and a Christmas cake, I have decorated the whole house and planned our Christmas dinner in detail, and with all the 3 course trimmings- I like Christmas food.…

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